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Thursday, March 19, 2026

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   (Note: This blog entry is based on the text for “404 Error Code”, originally shared on March 18, 2026. It was the 404th  video for our YouTube Channel, Streams of Living Water (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCB7KnYS1bpHKaL2OseQWCnw), co-produced with my wife, Rev. Sally Welch.)

   The Emergency Food Pantry in the church that I served in Compton had a bumper sticker stuck to the inside of its door. It said, “If you feel far from God, guess who moved?” Today, we’re going to find out what that means.

   When the pandemic got to the point where we were pretty much confined to our homes in 2020, Sally and I asked ourselves what we could do.

   We decided to produce YouTube videos with messages for connection and encouragement that would provide a means to reflect on what it meant to be a Christian in the LA area and beyond.

   We called them “Streams of Living Water”, because we were never alone in the Holy Spirit and, well, the videos were being streamed, get it? 😊

   Those developed into a blog, “Words of Living Water”, and into a podcast, “Living Water Radio.”

   This week, we are producing the 404th episode of each.

   Last week, I received the “404 error” message when I was searching for a website on my computer. That’s not a good thing.

   The 404 error code appears, according to Google, when your browser is connected to the server but the specific webpage, file, or resource requested could not be found. Also known as the “not found” code, it usually means that the URL you’re using is misspelled, or the page was deleted, or the link is broken.

   It’s a variation of the ancient computer principle, “Garbage in. Garbage out.”

   And, it’s frustrating. Like our weather.

   We were getting torrential rain a few weeks ago.

   This week, we are having record heat, and most of the rest of the country is having record snow.

   It seems like a disconnect.

   It seems like the way Mary and Martha must have felt when their brother, Lazarus, died.

   They were faithful people. They were probably Jesus’ best friends on earth, and Jesus didn’t seem to be caring that Lazarus was dying, at all!

   That is, they had a connection to the server, but the answer they sought was not found. They were experiencing a 404 Error Code! 😊

   The three siblings Mary, and Martha, and Lazarus lived with one another in the village of Bethany, just over the Mount of Olives, and about two miles east of Jerusalem. It appears to have been Jesus’ favorite place on earth.

   They were his close friends who were not among his close disciples. We have no record of him teaching publicly there. He just went there to relax and hang out with people who loved him and whom he loved.

   Then, one day, Lazarus was very sick and the sisters sent a message to Jesus to let him know.

   Jesus said to his disciples, in John 11:4b,

4b“This illness does not lead to death; rather it is for God’s glory, so that the Son of God may be glorified through it.”

   Phase One: “Oh, he’s just sick.” Lazarus is sick, but Jesus starts by doing nothing. Though he loves Lazarus and Mary and Martha, he stays put for two days. There’s some kind of plan. But what’s going on?

   Then this happens in verse 7,

7Then after this he said to the disciples, “Let us go to Judea again.”

   Which, the disciples say, is kind of crazy since he was just there and some of the people were trying to kill him. Jesus brushes-off their concern and explains that they just don’t understand who he is.

   He describes Lazarus’ situation in Phase Two, in John 11:11b, “Our friend Lazarus has fallen asleep, but I am going there to awaken him.”

   What?! The disciples want to know why Jesus is going to risk his life, and maybe theirs, to wake Lazarus up from a nap? This makes no sense to them.

   Phase Three: Jesus explains the situation, in John 11:14,

14Then Jesus told them plainly, “Lazarus is dead. 

   Jesus is then ready to go.

   [Sidebar: What do you think of when you think of the disciple named Thomas? Doubting Thomas, right? Look at his behavior here, in verse 16,

16Thomas, who was called the Twin, said to his fellow disciples, “Let us also go, that we may die with him.”

   Bold, huh? Thomas is a stand-up guy!]

   The story continues with verse 17,

17When Jesus arrived, he found that Lazarus had already been in the tomb four days. 

   People were already coming to console Mary and Martha. Martha hears that Jesus is coming and goes out to meet him and says, in John 11: 21b,

21b “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died. 22But even now I know that God will give you whatever you ask of him.”

   That had to hurt like a punch to the gut, even as Martha speaks to Jesus with humility and faith.

   Then comes the central message of this passage, in John 11:23-27,

 23Jesus said to her, “Your brother will rise again.” 24Martha said to him, “I know that he will rise again in the resurrection on the last day.” 25Jesus said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life. Those who believe in me, even though they die, will live, 26and everyone who lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this?” 27She said to him, “Yes, Lord, I believe that you are the Messiah, the Son of God, the one coming into the world.”

   Martha goes and tells Mary that Jesus is near and is calling for her. Mary finds Jesus, kneels, and greets him with the same stinging words as her sister, in verse 32b,

 32b “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died.”

   Now, I’m not normally much of a crier. Maybe more so now that I’m older and the estrogen is kicking in. But the floodgates open up if I see   people crying. That’s it!

   I remember sitting in the front row at my mother’s funeral. She had died of complications of breast cancer at age 53. I was trying to keep it together. That’s kind of the Norwegian way. Stoic. And I did, until I looked to my left and saw one of my best friends since childhood sitting with his wife, looking at me. His father had died when we were in our early 20’s. And he looked stricken, and his face was pale and wet. That was it for me.

   That’s why I’ve usually looked over the heads of people at the funerals I have led. I need to stay focused on the needs of others, not my own.

   Jesus wept. I don’t know if Jesus cried often. He lamented over Jerusalem. He was fully God, and he was fully human. Look what happens here, in John 11:33-35,

33When Jesus saw her weeping, and the Jews who came with her also weeping, he was greatly disturbed in spirit and deeply moved. 34He said, “Where have you laid him?” They said to him, “Lord, come and see.” 35Jesus began to weep.

   There is it. John 11:35, “Jesus began to weep.” In some translations it’s, “Jesus wept.”, the shortest verse in the Bible.

   Do you ever picture Jesus crying? I don’t. He seems to be above that kind of thing. He’s God. Doesn’t he see death all the time every day?

   Why would Jesus weep over anything? He knows how it will all turn out.

   Is death so unfamiliar to him? So unexpected?

   Queen Elizabeth II once said, in a statement of condolence to the families of the British who were casualties on 9-11, “Grief is the price we pay for love.”

   Grief is the price we pay for love.

   Was that it? Were Jesus’ tears the expression of the living relationship with the one true living God for which we were all created and which now Jesus appears to have lost with Lazarus? At least in this world?

   The next verse tells us, in verse 36,

 36So the Jews said, “See how he loved him!” 

   Others, though, were not so empathetic. Some questioned how Jesus healed the man born blind but didn’t heal his friend, Lazarus. Jesus was again in grief and went to the cave-tomb. A stone was lying against it. Sound familiar? Like another death and burial that we know is coming?

   Some protested when Jesus said, “Take away the stone”, pointing out that after four days there would be a stench. The King James Version of the Bible translates this passage, “Lord, by this time he stinketh”! Much of Christian art of this event shows people holding their noses.

   Jesus brushed all of that off and says, in John 11:40b-41a,

40b “Did I not tell you that if you believed, you would see the glory of God?” 41So they took away the stone.

   Jesus prays with thanksgiving, and then this happens, in verses 43-44,

43When he had said this, he cried with a loud voice, “Lazarus, come out!” 44The dead man came out, his hands and feet bound with strips of cloth, and his face wrapped in a cloth. Jesus said to them, “Unbind him, and let him go.”

   Wow! What a moment! What must it have been like to be there at that moment? Did all Creation hold its breath? I wonder what the people who were there took away from this?

   Well, we find out in the last verse of this passage, John 11:45,

45Many of the Jews therefore, who had come with Mary and had seen what Jesus did, believed in him.

   That’s easy to understand. But what can we take away from this? Four things.

   First, that there’s a reason that the verses at the center of this event are so often heard at Christian funerals, John 11:25-26,

25Jesus said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life. Those who believe in me, even though they die, will live, 26and everyone who lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this?” 

   It is the very foundation for our hope in the new life in this world and the new heaven and the new earth in the life to come in Jesus Christ.

   Second, the answer to the question, “Who killed Jesus?”

   The award-winning and Oscar-nominated film “The Fabelmans” is based on the life of director Steven Spielberg. It contains a scene from when he was in high school being attacked for being a Jew, “because the Jews killed Jesus”. The actor responds, in part, by saying that he wasn’t around 2,000 years ago. 😊

   It is true that some Jews are shown in the Bible calling for Jesus’ crucifixion, but not one of them is alive today. And I’ve always wondered why there isn’t more anti-Italian prejudice directed at the descendants of the Romans who actually conduced the trial and did the crucifixion. “Jews” didn’t kill Jesus any more than “Italians” did.  

   Others say that the answer to the question “Who killed Jesus?” is “You did.” and “I did.” Jesus died to be the only acceptable sacrifice for our sin, to restore the created relationship with God that our sin had broken. He would not need to have been killed if it wasn’t for the fact that humanity had messed things up.

   But the fact is, and it is the record of scriptures, that, ultimately, nobody took Jesus’ life. He gave it.

   In John 10:17-18, where Jesus speaks about being the good shepherd and how the good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep, Jesus says,

17For this reason the Father loves me, because I lay down my life in order to take it up again. 18No one takes it from me, but I lay it down of my own accord. I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it up again.

   We see God’s power over life and death in Jesus’ raising of Lazarus from the dead. We see it in the gift of God in Jesus Christ, that Jesus gives his life on the cross as fully God and fully human being, and that he then he takes it up again in the Resurrection.

   Third, that we have good news to share: that Jesus is the Resurrection and the life. Our lives are transformed, they are made new, through a living relationship with the one true living God that we call “faith”. Lazarus was raised from the dead by Jesus, but he is given new life, eternal life, in Jesus, and that is much more important.

   Lazarus would die again, eventually. His eternal life is assured in Jesus. “Those who believe in me, even though they die, will live, 26and everyone who lives and believes in me will never die.” The question that follows is, “Do you believe this?”

   A colleague, a predecessor at a congregation I served, told me about the night he had a Church Council meeting, and he knew it would be a late evening. He called his wife and told her not to make a dinner for him. He would just stop by MacDonald’s on the way home, which he did. But, as he got out of his car to order inside, someone jumped out at him, pointed a gun at him and told him to give him all his money or he’d kill him.

   He told me, “I wish I could say that I was brave, but the truth is that I was just tired, and I said, ‘You can’t kill me. I’ve already died in Jesus Christ.’”

   All the color drained from the other person’s face, and he turned and ran away!

   That brings us to the Fourth lesson, that we have already died. We died in our baptism. Death is a past-tense experience for us. Does that mean we are the “Living Dead?”

   In a sense, it does.

   Paul writes, in Romans 6:3-5,

3 Do you not know that all of us who have been baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? 4 Therefore we have been buried with him by baptism into death, so that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, so we too might walk in newness of life. 5 For if we have been united with him in a death like his, we will certainly be united with him in a resurrection like his.

   And Fifth, that God suffers with us in our suffering.

   Jesus wept. He was greatly distressed. He was “disturbed in spirit and deeply moved.” That in itself is a sign to us pointing to the nature of God.

   I remember very clearly when my father was dying. My brothers and sister and I were at the hospital. Our dad was in and out of consciousness. His organs were shutting down. We took turns sitting with our dad while the others sat in the hallway.

   I’ve been in that space countless times as the pastor. I’ve struggled with the right things to say in that moment.

   I remember when the pastor from our hometown church, our dad’s pastor, came to visit. He didn’t say anything. He didn’t have to. The look on his face said everything. We so appreciated his visit, his empathy and his concern. He just had to be there to express all of that.

   People say weird things when people have died. Even Christians. Things like, “I guess God needed another angel”, or “Everything happens for a reason.” or “Don’t cry, they’re with the Lord now.” or “God won’t give you any more than you can handle.” But none of these reach us at the point of our pain. But I don’t criticize people for saying them. People just don’t know what to say in their grief, in the face of death, and they’re afraid of saying the wrong thing.

   The best we can do is to be present in the hallways of people’s hearts. To sit with them. To share their grief even in the midst of our hope.

   This is what God does. God loves us at the point of our pain. God weeps at the point of our loss and reminds us of His eternal promises in our suffering: love everlasting.

   We have no need to fear death. It’s just a transition to another way of living. But we feel that pain in the pain of others even as we rejoice in the promise of eternal life given to us by Jesus Christ on the cross.

   The question is, do you believe it? Do you believe that the key to life and death is Jesus Christ? That true life is not something we achieve, but something we receive as the gift of God in Jesus Christ?

   That he gave his life and then took it back again? That Jesus has set everyone free from the effects of sin, death and the power of the devil who believes and is baptized?

   Sometimes we may feel that we have experienced a “404 Error Code:, that we are disconnected from the server, that we are far from God. But that’s not on God.

   Jesus has restored us to our true selves!

   Jesus has unbound us, and let us go!

   “Do  you  believe  this?” Share the good news. 


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